I hate my husband. I hate the bastard. Oh I am a Christian woman, but I have about reached the end of my rope. I have wished God's wrath on him on hundreds of occasions, but it seems I'll have to leave him to get any peace in this world. His emotional and psychological abuse of 25 years is about to get the best of me. He's mean to me, our son and has most definitely cheated on me. And he's a jerk to my extended family unless they catch him on a good day.