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I feel really sad sometimes. It's hard not to dwell on the bad things in my life once in awhile. I'm usually a very up-beat and happy person. It's just I get so tired of being positive all the time. It seems like for every smile I show and every nice remark I give I just get slapped in the face with something bad. And sometimes it gets really hard to pull myself up from my sadness. I am on antidepressants and I see a councelor, but sometimes I don't think it's enough. I live a really hard life w   more...
 
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                  Advices(0) | Comments(0)                   Posted on 5/17/2010
 
     
My Nan passed away in 2004, and since then I have not been able to stop thinking that one of the possibilities she died was because of me. I'm 16 now, and my nan was like my mother. When I was 2, my mom left to go to abroad to help the family with money etc. So my Nan basically took care of me till I was 10 as 10 was the age that my mom took me to live with her in abroad. I made a promise to my nan when I was 10 that I would never ever leave her until she goes to heaven, but I broke that promise   more...
 
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                  Advices(0) | Comments(3)                   Posted on 12/24/2009
 
     
I just read an article about the mom who mutilated her 3.5 week old and my heart hurts! I guess I just don't understand mental illness enough to understand how a mother could harm her own child like that!   more...
 
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                  Advices(0) | Comments(2)                   Posted on 7/28/2009
 
     
My sorrow is very deep. I have failed a loved one.   more...
 
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                  Advices(0) | Comments(1)                   Posted on 7/7/2009
 
     
Sometimes I get so sorrowful that it gets to be a pain. I think that's the moment I become wild in my sorrow. That and I also feel a lot of other things.   more...
 
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                  Advices(0) | Comments(1)                   Posted on 5/9/2009
 
     
My cat was runover on monday, and there's a guy at work who keeps asking me if I've gotten a new one yet. every time he asks I get a feeling of sadness in my heart, I loved my kitty so, and he asks as though getting over her death and replacing her are so easy.
Well i've got news for you, sir... it's not. i wish i could say that to your face, you big jerk... but i don't want to be rude...
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                  Advices(2) | Comments(0)                   Posted on 5/9/2009
 
     
I had never seen my mom cry like she cried on the night my father died. I never knew a person could hurt like that. She lost a piece of her when he died and seeing her devastated like that, I lost a piece of me too. There was nothing I could do to help her. For all the times she was there for me and did all she could for me when I was hurting.....there was nothing I could do to help her, except hold her and listen to her cries of pain and anguish. Just thinking about that night still rips me u   more...
 
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                  Advices(1) | Comments(2)                   Posted on 4/9/2009
 
     
ohh god. i was one of her greatest friends and she said her best at one point....
i failed her as a friend
i did something stupid that i should have never done and now she will never forgive me and i get why
im so stupid
she trusted me with her greatest secret then i go and make a joke about it
i feel so bad and can not even say sorry enough
i just want her to know that im sorry. she doesnt have to forgive me but i at least want her to know
my lifes already messed up and the last thing i   more...
 
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                  Advices(0) | Comments(0)                   Posted on 3/31/2009